cinderella story (?)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

{wat i hv done wrong..}

i realised something tat i had always done wrong..
recently
i always been "ps"ing my friends..
im really sry mandy...
noe tat u are mad at me...
for tat fri.. i promise but end up..
i noe im not a gd friend..

today den i realised y my mood been gg up and down
this whole week
my period just came..
pain like siao
i promise from now on
i will nv nv say things i want to die again
no matter wat i want to stay here
where i can see everyone
even if its from a far
i want to see laogong and my friends
i want to live on now for my friends and him
even if we quarrel, i will nv think of tat anymore
coz tats wat we promise
and i dun want liang and mandy to wry abt me anymore

for the previous post
i finally can clear thru everything le
now i noe
tat i was just thinking too much
and hving mood swings
i hate myself for thinking tat
coz all along laogong had always love me deeply
and i nv nv want to leave his side ever no matter wat
coz i love him deeply as well!
forever n ever
i swear tat this will nv change!
sry tat if u read the last post
it hurts u...
y do i fail to see it!! IM SO STUPID!!
i guess i hurt laogong by just thinking tat..
but i promise i wont ever think abt it again!!
so laogong dun think le k!
i wont ever blame u!
sry...
i love you alot!!
trust me on this k!

i really dunnoe y u hate tiong so much...
i been thinking whether is it becoz of family..
or is it becoz of her...
i wont force u to say de...
coz u sure gt ur reason
but i really wish i can take tat unwishness to go there
away from u..
but im not sure how..
im just curious...