cinderella story (?)

Friday, September 26, 2008

{out of place...}

i dunnoe why today i feel out of place...
from morning till now i still feel it...
i really not sure wats wrong...
i gt this weird feeling in the morning...
like all of the sudden i dun belong anywhere...
like all of the sudden i really dun exist...

today i dunnoe when my laughter and smile disappear...
i dunnoe y i couldnt find my smile bck..
im really very sry to say this
but when i studying or rather being with nic, liang, mandy and joanne
i dunnoe y i still feel out of place..
i smiled and laughed
but at a time of point
i had tat feeling again..

y even when today there were so much people around me
but i still feel like i dun exist
or rather not around...
i dunnoe how to explain this feeling..
is it emptiness..
or something..

was left at home alone for like a hour
but felt like more..
didnt chat on the phone much
within 10mins will hang
and i will be left either
staring up at the skies..looking at the stars
or watching the tv
i suddenly felt like tat was all i hv in my life
or rather wat im left with..
when they finally came bck...
i felt more out of place..
wats is really wrong...
am i really disappearing..?
i feel miserable now..
can someone help me..